Chapter two: The Start of the Affair


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Chapter two: The start of the affair .

On Wednesday night our church had programs for youth. My wife, as volunteer Christian Education Director, led these. So on the Wednesday after Easter my wife and son went to church leaving me and my daughter at home, alone. They had not been gone more than a quarter hour when my daughter came to me and said, "I need to talk to you in your bedroom." Now the board games were stored on a high shelf in the master bedroom closet, so I thought she was bored and wanted to pick out a game. A game was on her mind but it had nothing to do with that shelf. When we got to the master bedroom I turned to her and she said "Rub me down there." I was shocked! I then told her, "I can't do that, it's just wrong, besides, why you want me to do this wicked thing?" She quite calmly declared, "Because it will feel good." I then explained, "It is against the law and if I do this thing and anyone finds out Daddy will have to go away for a very long time." Her reply was equally logical, "I won't tell anybody about it so no one will ever know." I reminded her of the Christian belief that God knows everything, "You will know, I will know and God will know because he knows everything and it is a sin." My daughter had a child's understanding of theology and she said, "God forgives sin, and besides I don't care about any of that, I want you to do it" She was only three and a half years old!


Now my wife and I had not made love since Christmas, 1,190 days ago. It wasn't that I wasn't trying, it was just that my wife had been refusing me, at first it was headaches or fatigue but lately it was just "No" . So I was weak in the face of temptation, sexually deprived and frustrated so I told her to bare it for me and then I rubbed her vaginal slit until she staggered in her standing with her climax and then I ask her if that was enough. She nodded affirmatively and then pulled up her panties and jeans and walked out.


In no way, do I blame my daughter for any of this. The problems between my wife and I and the fact that I had allowed her to take over family finances and letting her continuously accuse me of affairs when I had none. Had she not constantly changed the conditions in the house keeping me walking on eggshells I probably would have realized how bad the marriage was and gone to a counselor. One major mistake on my part was constantly assuring her I would not divorce her. That was to provide her with security within the relationship. She used that to abuse me psychologically by promising and not delivering not just sex but many other things too.


This became our private ritual any time we were left alone in the mobile home. Every time her mother and brother were gone she'd come to me and say, "Make me feel good." and we go to the master bedroom and she'd pull down her pants so I could rub her hairless virgin genitals. Each time I would rub her until she lost her balance and stagger stepped. Then she would pull up her pants and leave the room.


After two weeks of this genital rubbing I made a decision to turn up the heat. So one Wednesday evening after I'd rubbed her rubbed her vaginal slit until she stagger stepped I told her not to leave right away. Then I explained that there were things I could do to make her feel better faster. I asked her to think about letting me lick her down there because she'd feel even better. I told her not to tell me until the next time we got together to do our special stuff.


A few days later my wife took my son to the supermarket and my daughter come to me as they were pulling out of the driveway and said, "Come on Daddy, make me feel good." When we got to the bedroom I asked her, "Are you going to let me lick it?" She said, "Yes" so I told her to get naked, she took off every stitch of clothing and stood before me. I kissed her. I rubbed her nipples with my hands. I licked and sucked at her nipples while I moved my hand down to rub her virgin genital. I picked her up with my two hands at her waist and I set her round little bottom on the edge of our full sized bed. She laid back letting her long wavy light brown hair fan out under her head. I knelt at the edge of the bed and put one leg over each of my shoulders. I then spread her labia with my fingers and started licking up and down between her labia. I paid special attention to her clitoris to insure her pleasure and after a few minutes I felt a shiver spread from her clit over her whole body. She'd cum. So I backed out gently laying her legs back to the carpeted floor. She got dressed and left and I stayed a few minutes to let my erection fade. Again I must repeat that it is not her fault she accepted this. It was my fault for proposing it.  She was just doing what she thought I wanted.


I did not masturbate because I had hoped my wife would stop the cutoff and make love to me again.


So now our seduction included kissing, French kissing, me rubbing her genitals and me doing oral sex on her. Since she was stripping to the skin I now rubbed and sucked on her undeveloped breasts. To allow her to control what I did, she didn't like to French me, but was okay with me putting my tongue in her mouth. So her signal to move along in our repertoire was to put her tongue in my mouth.


She liked me doing oral sex on her so much she'd often French me four times in one kiss telling to bypass three steps I'd normally use to get there. Every time I'd do oral sex on her I'd have a raging erection which was more and more frustrating so after two more weeks I ask her to masturbate me so I could feel as good as she was feeling. This was asked after one of our sessions. With an answer not expected until the next time we got together for sex


The next Saturday my son went to a friend's house and my wife went to do some office work at church. I slept in. I woke up when a toilet flushed which was followed by my daughter coming to my bed. She crawled in beside me and I put an arm over her. She cuddled with me for a while then asked me where Mommy was. I told her,"at church." and she asked how long. I looked at the clock and it was only 9 and Mommy wasn't due until lunchtime. I told this to my daughter and her reply was "Then we have time to make me feel good." I asked her,"Are you going to do me today?" She reached down to my briefs and started to rub my morning erection. I told her,"Stop, I have to make you feel good first" She said okay and pulled the long T-shirt that she used as a nightgown off over her head and threw it on the floor. She pulled her panties down and off and tossed them onto the long T-shirt. Then I kissed her on the mouth and started feeling her flat chest. On the second kiss she Frenched me twice so I moved one hand to her genitals to stimulate her clitoris while I put my mouth and the other hand on her undeveloped breasts and tiny little nipples. She let me continue this way for about five minutes because we had plenty of time. Then she reached for my chin and pulled me up into another French kiss so I moved down to her mound but kept my hands busy on her nipples. She climaxed in less than two minutes. shivering from her genitals to her extremities. I came up to her face and told her, "I love you." I kissed her again and then got out of my briefs.


She reached for my organ and began to masturbate me with her tiny little hands. After a few minutes she changed hands because of fatigue. Then she said, "Daddy my hands are getting tired. Isn't there something else I can do to make you feel good?" Now many men would have asked for her to do oral sex on him at this point. I wouldn't because that activity was next, and not due for another couple of weeks.


So I asked her to lie down on her back. I straddled her midsection on my knees and laid my penis over her breast bone and began to rub it up and down between her undeveloped breasts. I kept this up until I

ejaculated onto her chest and neck. I then cleaned her up with a Kleenex and we got up, got dressed back into our respective night clothes and I added a robe and I went out and we ate breakfast together.


After breakfast she went to the living room and she watched Saturday Morning Cartoons. I went back to my bedroom and got clothes on. I went outside and took the power mower out of our 8' by 10' shed and mowed our lot's grass. I finished by eleven and came back in soaked in sweat. I went back to the bathroom to take a shower and to shampoo my hair. Just before I stepped out of the tub there was a knock at the bath room door. Since neither my wife nor son was due I knew it was my young daughter. I ask her what she wanted. "I got to go pee" was her response. I said go ahead. She came in and sat on the stool I finished up and came out of the tub. She goes "Daddy, did you have to come out right now?" I said,"I was done besides I saw all you have this morning." She nodded in agreement than asked "Is there time to make me feel good?" I looked at my watch and it read 11:25 AM. I said, "I think so"


I put on my robe and carried my clothes to the master bedroom; my daughter followed me still wearing her over-sized T-shirt. As soon as we crossed into the bedroom she pulled it over her head dropped and walked out of her panties and sat on the edge of the mattress and laid back. I knelt as I had earlier and dove into her genitals nibbling on her clitoris until she climaxed. As I pulled up I heard my wife's car pull into the driveway. I quickly dressed in my casual clothes and went out to meet her. My daughter pulled her over-sized T-shirt over her head and pulled on and up her panties but she didn't pull her lovely long light brown hair up out of the neck hole. She came out of the back of the mobile home into her mother's sight showing signs she'd taken it off and put it back on quickly. She sat next to me on the sofa. I reached over and pulled her hair out of the T-shirt's neck hole and let fall over her shoulder. It was still wild since she had not combed or brushed it all morning.


So we avoided getting caught only by my wife's lack of attention. My daughter whispered in my ear, "Do you need to cum?" I told her "No, I'm fine" My wife boiled hot dogs which were served on bread for lunch with chips. Then about one thirty my son called and asked me to pick him up about 2:30. When I announced that to my wife, my daughter comes to me and whispers "If you leave now I can make you feel good." She still thought because she'd cum twice that I should cum twice too. I said "no" and that was the end of the discussion.

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